Damned day.

Firstly. Be prepared, whoever is reading this blog, for expletives that will spew out down here.

Ok. Here goes

I do not know what the fuck has happened to me today. Things just seem not to fall into place where I wished to be. For example. This morning I called for a meeting at 9.30am. Guess what? He kinda just woke up, saying that he couldn't make it in time. Never mind. Then, at 10am sharp. Only saw him and another of my sub-com. The rest couldn't make it in time. Fine. The best part? Two fucking morons had something on and they don't even bother to inform me.

Later in the day. We had to do some routines for the performance at West Mall, namely the Kungfu Hustle dance. Quite fun, but when it comes to more training at night, those morons either do not understand english or completely not bothered what the chairperson is speaking.

Then, when it comes to practising the personal routines, I had to wait till I could actually fall asleep for the 2 girls to finish their stretching. No, I'm not blaming them, but maybe they're the catalyst for my fustrations to explode.

TODAY IS A SUPER FUCKING (*100) BAD DAY FOR ME!!!

I don't care if my image changes if anyone sees this.

BECAUSE THIS IS THE REAL ME!!!

Yes, life is beautiful. But, why am I unable to see the beauty of it? Am I blind to the beauty or is it that I do not deserve to enjoy and appreciate the beauty?

I wish to treasure her in my heart. But she's emotionally dead! So tell me how to get myself out of this shit? Like what she said, don't think too much? Or do I still try to be the revival of her emotions? Should I or should I not? Best thing is, IT'S FUCKING NEARING THE EXAMS!!!