Spinning...

My world is spinning now, think I'm having an ultra PMS.. yes you heard it right. PMS. Pre Menstural Syndrome. All my fustrations bottled up for the past few weeks simply erupted during today's training. Stuff about the other trainees who wanted to participate in performances but didn't put in effort to train. With all the stress built up because of schoolwork, it has become too heavy going for me.

On top of that, my fricking leg hurts like hell now.. The hamstring is damn painful, it seems that it will fail me anytime and guess what? Tomorrow I will be going for training AGAIN at src. Tell me. Am I really mad? Am I in NTU for studies or for Wushu only? Life is f***ed up man.. How I really wish that in my next reincarnation I will not be human.. It's too tiring...