Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Need time...

My world kinda came crashing down these past few days... injuries everywhere... be it physical or emotionally... Really feel like crying but I can't find the tears.

Gosh... think I've hit the rock bottom of my entire life, though I been telling myself to think positive, when it comes to the middle of the night, with my mp3 playing, I just can't.. Always hear the same words ringing in my head... those were the words I've heard 3 years ago... and now they are being used again... Guess I can't really update my blog anymore given my present situation.

Need time to really cool down and... to cool down again.... If only someone can enlighten me the true path I should take.

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

我比谁都清楚

拼拼凑凑爱的故事
简简短短你的心事
我不在你身边的日子
是什么让你改变坚持

让人心疼你的样子
吞吞吐吐欲言又止
如果有那么难以启齿
我不问你又何必掩饰

你过的好辛苦
我比谁都清楚
感情路没有勉强的幸福
一开始就给的糊里糊涂
想回头却又不知如何结束

你装作很满足
我比谁都清楚
你的笑隐约透露着孤独
快乐背后深深藏着痛楚
坚强的面对然后偷偷的哭
偷偷的哭

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Day 2 of Shanghai trip

Woke up at 6.20am and set off to see the 长江大桥. The bridge might seem old, but to the older generations of the Chinese it meant a lot to them. Some history of the bridge. In 1959, China was not as advanced compared to other countries in the world. When people had to cross 长江, they had great difficulties. As such, Soviet Union(presently known as Russia) played the role of a big brother to China, as both countries embraced communism. They offered to build a bridge for China. But the catch is, China must hand over all political power to Soviet Union i/e China would be run by Soviet Union and not by themselves. Of course this is a very big insult to the Chinese population, so they declined the "offer". As a result, Soviet Union pulled out all technologies in bridge making. The Chinese hit back by saying that they will be able to analyse and obtain the materials needed to build the bridge by their own powers. At first many western countries snubbed the Chinese, saying, "Yeah! We shall see what these yellow-skinned pigs are capable of. The water in the middle of the river is too fast-flowing and dangerous. They must be dreaming of building a bridge man!"

After 10 years of hard work and toil, the bridge was finally built. When the scene of vechicles flowing though the bridge appeared worldwide, the westerners sat right up and gave China the thumbs-up. It is from then on that people around the world recognised the abilities of China. These are some of the photos took at the bridge.



Well I sure suck at being a storyteller... anyway made the way down from 南京 to 无锡. Not much there, very modernised city. The most famous dish there is the spare ribs... known as the 无锡排骨. Well, according to the tour guide these are the rules for guys nowadays. Haha.

男人的三从:
shopping 跟从
? (forgot... didn't have the time to record down)
唠叨听从

四德:
花钱舍得
被骂听的
生日记得
make-up 等得


And this below is another joke from him.

As we know, most Japanese fare quite badly in English. It was rumoured that former US president Clinton visited Japan once. When the former premier of Japan got to know it, he became very panicky. One of his aide then thought of a way to get around the problem. He made the former premier of Japan memorise these few sentences.

"How are you?"
"Me too."

So when Clinton visited Japan, the premier welcomed him. However, he became so panicky that he forgot what was supposed to be said. These are the conversations.

Premier:"Who are you?" (note that he was supposed to say How are you?)
Clinton:(Thinking that he's joking) "Oh, I'm Hillary's husband. What about you?"
Premier: "Me too."

... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

LAME!!!

Haha. But whatever.

Guess I can only do up to day 2... but will try to complete the rest of the days ASAP.

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Update Shanghai trip...

Realised that I've been procrastinating in whatever I'm supposed to do... updating, settling my household stuff, taking care of my twisted knee, BGRs, keeping in touch with my study group friends... damn. Seems I need a complete overhaul for my life. Well, hopefully I can finish the details for the Shanghai trip by tomorrow and start on the Wushu trip a couple of weeks ago. That's it for now..

Friday, June 24, 2005

Taken from Bingjin's blog with some editing

The guy who loves you ,
if he can't always see you,
he will try to make himself busy,
(to the extent of injuring himself during trainings)
for not to have any time to remember you,
because he knew,
if he did,
he will keep on missing you
until he could do nothing.
(except to get real drunk and start spewing nonsense)

The guy who loves you,
can't tell you the reason
why he love you.
(even when he is asked many times what does he see in her)
he only knew that,
in his eyes, you are the only one

The guy who loves you,
seldom praise you,
but in his heart,
you are the best,
only he know it,

The guy who loves you,
will scold or complain
if you din't reply his message but others,
because he cares.

The guy who loves you,
Only drop his tears in front of you,
when you try to wipe his tears,
you are touching his heart,
the heart which beat for you.

The guy who loves you,
will remember every word you said,
even if it's used accidentally.
and he will use
the word always at the nick of time.

The guy who loves you,
will not give any promise that easily,
because they don't want to break the promise,
they want you to believe him
and they want to give you the happiest
and safest life ever after.

The guy who loves you,
always tell you not to think too much,
because they already plan it for you,
he want to give you the best life in the future,
he want to give you a suprise,
believe him that he can do it.

The guy who loves you,
will go to airport to fetch you,
he won't carry a bunch a rose and
call you darling like what you expect.
but he will carry your luggage and ask you
"why are you so thin within two days?"
with his sincere heart.

The boy who loves you,
will listen quietly to you,
when you are mad, and when you finished,
he will said, you still got class tomorrow,
sleep earlier with smile.
(even if it means him sacrificing time for himself)

The boy who loves you, don't know that whether
he should call you when you are angry,
but he will sent a message to you after few hours,
if you ask him why he call that late,
he will said, when you are angry,
my explanation are all rubbish.
But when you calm down,
my explanation will really work.
(provided if he can get near to her)

The boy who loves you,
always call you little kid,
but everytime he want to make a big decision,
he will first want to hear your advice.

The guy who loves you,
don't like little toy like teddy bear,
but he will always put the
bear you gave him at his bed.

The guy who loves you, while quarelling,
he will apologize uncontrollably,
although you are the one who's wrong,
and later, he will sent a message to you
with " baby, actually you know its
your fault, you know it yourself "
(only if you have a baby to love)

The guy who loves you,
while really miss you,
he will want to buy a bunch of rose and
wait you stupidly under your apartment.
but he does not know what he bought is daisy,
but doesn't matter because in his heart,
that's roses.

Friday, June 03, 2005

My nerdiness...

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Thursday, June 02, 2005

After so long... clubbing at Zouk

Had dinner with my Wushu friends in Chinatown... maybe it's that I took quite a heavy lunch at Cafe Cartel, so didn't have much for dinner, but had lots of chinese tea in preparation for the later clubbing at Zouk. Can apply the economics law of marginal utility... the lesser you go club, the higher you'll feel when you go for one. Was mambo night, and songs such as Love in the First Degree, Go West, In the End and many, many more songs were blasting out loud. Yeah, poisoned myself quite a lot, but well, it's only during clubbing.

Maybe I'm too nerd... feel queasy when people, especially girls, were like brushing against me when dancing.. their butts were like just rubbing against me... damn... but oh well, no reaction whatsoever. Just feel wierd. Haiz, think I'm too old for anymore clubbing already. But really enjoyed myself in Zouk. Let me rest for another half a year before I go club again. ^_^