Need time...

My world kinda came crashing down these past few days... injuries everywhere... be it physical or emotionally... Really feel like crying but I can't find the tears.

Gosh... think I've hit the rock bottom of my entire life, though I been telling myself to think positive, when it comes to the middle of the night, with my mp3 playing, I just can't.. Always hear the same words ringing in my head... those were the words I've heard 3 years ago... and now they are being used again... Guess I can't really update my blog anymore given my present situation.

Need time to really cool down and... to cool down again.... If only someone can enlighten me the true path I should take.