More and more screwed...

That's what I am right now..

1. Went for training just now, but just cannot focus and awaken the zest in me in learning Wushu.

2. Currently mugging for econs right now and giving up my java lab, just for these 2 days.

3. STILL have my formal report untyped and 95% uncompleted.

When I get super depressed and stressed, I will have the very strong tendency and urge to poison myself... Just can't think of any alternatives to handle the stress. Soon I will really go bonkers...