Wednesday, March 23, 2005

My sense is correct...

Well. This is true. I'm having this strong feeling that cracks have already appeared and pushing us further and further apart. What is wrong in me behaving like myself? I do not hurt anyone in the process, and even so the person that I'm hurting is myself by poisoning. All thanks to him flaring up and showing me his colour. Now I love noone except myself and at least this time I feel much more at ease with myself. I no longer speak or act according to what people around me might react.

Bottom line to all those reading this blog. No matter who you are, if you find that you cannot acccept my change in behaviour, you are free to leave me. I do not cling onto my friends as those who cannot live without them. At least I still have my family support to fall back on during times of need. I can still carry on my life without any friends, in the worst case. I've already been through the direst of all situations. How much more worse can I get?

3 Comments:

Blogger emerald said...

yoz! cool down gal. *opps* shld be bud. ahah. u're jus being too gu-nian and abit bitchy, tt's all. ahahha. dont worry. u'll be my jie-mei 4ever. =P

7:32 PM  
Blogger Chuanyan said...

Thanks for the vote of confidence, really need that much. Although apparently it's really time to take stock of my surroundings and the people around me again...

12:04 AM  
Blogger min said...

i think sometimes it's better to put into the other person's shoes.. it's not a matter who's right or wrong here.. perhaps u're just trying to shield urself from getting hurt or sth like that.. but really.. i think u need to open up sometimes or be more embracing to your surrounding.. instead of trying so hard to take guard of the ppl ard u. just a penny of tot.. no offence or what-so-ever. i hope.

2:55 AM  

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