Thinking aloud

In light of the recent stuff that happened around me, I think it is high time to take a look at my more personal life. Should I actually let my feelings towards her die off and take my time to recover from something that is actually only a one-way traffic? Or should I actually go ahead to make things really, really clear and cling on to a fragile glimmer of hope that things would work out?

I have the tendency to crap nonsense, but what I feel now is that I have lesser and lesser common topics with her, and things are drifting further and further away. For me, it is like from despair to a total loss of hope and confidence. A voice is telling me to give it up altogether, and it is getting louder and louder by the day.

Well, no matter what other people say, all I know is that so long as she is happy and contented, it doesn't matter to me who she is with. What I can do is only share her happiness from afar and tell myself not to have anymore conflicts with myself once I sort out my own thinking. Time can heal all wounds, it is a matter of time. Thing is, how long...