Am I...

--> just a fucking big moron whom people can make use of me whenever they need to and then kick me away when I'm not required?

--> just a fucking big moron who does not seem to have any luck in whatever he do, be it study wise or otherwise?(except being proficient in breaking his leg in the middle of a fucking training trip?)

--> just a fucking big moron who is obviously pissed at some actions or people but still appear to be nonchalant?

-->just a fucking big moron who still waits for the one to appear while all this time be super jaded by the happenings around me?

-->just another fucking big moron who thinks all sorts of nonsensical stuff except the proper ones?

-->just another fucking big moron who just wanna be away from all these fucking shit?

-->just another fucking big moron whom people can use my resources without having the fucking courtesy to inform me beforehand?

-->just another fucking big moron who is fucking sensitive to other people's needs and in the end gets cow sense and fucking no sense in return?

I just fucking don't know. And this is the fucking first time where I'm just so fucking pissed at people who fucking pisses me off. And also the fucking first time where the expletive 'fuck' has appeared in my dear blog...

Please, simply tell me if I'm simply fucking fucked up. I WILL FUCKING APPRECIATE IT!!!