Interesting

As much as I was saying about studying hard, my weekend was packed. In the very wrong sense, but hell yeah, I do enjoy it. Went drinking with some of my close buddies, and just realised that one of my long lost JC friends was a friend of my friend as well. Geez... she certainly has become slimmer, but had quite a good time bitching about the 'good old days'

Had steamboat at Hall 13 and we laughed like nobody's business. I guess there was too much food, cos everybody had to coerce each other to eat. Also managed to catch up with some of my ME friends, and glad that they've not thrown me out of their lives.

I guess it's time to start studying already, given that there's only 3 weeks to my first paper. Let me work hard, and then get to the Sakae Sushi at Frontier Community Club, ok? Heeee... after all there isn't any who, in the past 9 months, caught my eye.. literally....


跟我说love love love
大声说love love love
有一天这世界会为我改变
跟我说love love love love love love
紧握住我的双手
勇敢的say it I love you

Dang... I'm being influenced already...

Phew

Has been a long time since I've updated this blog, mostly is due to Exclaim! Oh well, at least it's over AND the great thing is that the whole school knows that my storeroom caught fire. Was super tired, but at least I got to know myself better. How to manage people when in a position of authority and how to manage people who don't really bother to tell you that they're doing other stuffs. And I've come up with a new lingo: 黑社会


Ok, that's evil of me, but who really gives a damn to what I say? I mean, people take for granted of my goodwill and I have to resort to threats to get things done. Whatever.

Went out for dinner cum supper with some of my close friends after the event ended and gorged ourselves silly on seafood as well as durians. Cos our princess specifically requested for durians. Hah. But as I got to Geylang, I kinda fully understand the meaning of "江山依旧，人物全非"

But really, who cares? Simple things are made complicated, and sophiscated things are made even worse than what it used to be.

Well, really, really glad that the event's over. Time to concentrate on my studies now. Not much time left.


Thanks to all
Who made Exclaim! 5 a success

Pissed

Shit happened again yesterday.... why? why? WHYYYYYYYY!!!!! haiz... things must go wrong at this juncture.. haiz... poor blog, gotta bear my anger and brunt. Heh. Got this from BJ's blog, but only managed to get it done. Here's my analysis for drawing the house

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Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. (strong? yeah rrrrright... O_*)

You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. (tidy? heh. Ask LW)

There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. son.
(popular? rather, put it as notorious)

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.
(forget it la... people all having wan-dowan attitude.. how to CIC them?)

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.
(HA HA. I hate to admit. How true.)

Screwed up

As again, I face another major change in my life. Literally. To undergo the knife or not to? Seriously. Life sucks, and this is one of my worst times. Geez. I think I need time to contemplate before making my move. Never before in my life where I felt so helpless. With no one to depend on. I guess I only have the strength in me to carry on my daily life. Heesh. This blog's gonna shut down for some time before I can think again, more calmly and collected.

Fucked up

I feel so fucked up now. Is it the case where whatever fuckshit that I say or do can have another hidden agenda? OK, I don't fucking care if I hurt anyone right now. Let me repeat myself again. I AM NO FUCKING PUSHOVER!!! People can tell me to get to some place for work and yet nothing is done. I am not what I appear to be. If it is destined that all my friends are to leave me by this semester, then so be it. I don't give a fucking damn care now. Words are twisted and distorted and I'm really tired of explaining myself again and again. Believe in whatever fuckshit that you want to believe in.Let me repeat again. I don't fucking care.

Whoring time

My Name's Women by Ayumi Hamasaki

I like glittering things and pretty things
As much as before
But being cool and being tough
Have become more important lately

(*) You see? Times have changed so much
But why do I still hear such words as
"Tears are women's weapons"?

(**) We don't cry easily
We are not always coquettish
We are not dolls
Who are only dressed-up

(***) We have our weak sides
We are not always smiling
Don't forget
That we don't exist to be convenient for you

Though it's certain
I have a pain in my chest on some nights

It might be true
The more one experiences sufferings
The more he can be tender and strong

(****) Do you think you have controlled everything
With a knowing look?
We are not dolls
Who are only dreaming

(*****) Do you think you have cheated us well
With a satisfied look?
Do remember
That we are not such simple beings

(*) repeat
(**) repeat
(***) repeat
(****) repeat
(*****) repeat

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Inspire by Ayumi Hamasaki


Giving a smile fit for each situation
Saying plausible words
I go blank
It's about time to end up pretending to be impassive

*No one can live alone
No one can live without love
Though they are matters of course
Now I keenly feel so

**You are blaming on this age
But what is the excuse for?
You see? To talk about love or dream
Is not uncool at all

Whom are the words for?
What is the process for?
What does it mean to live?
If there are definate answers, don't you think it's boring?

***I don't have to hesitate any more
I know what I want to protect
It's too late to turn back,
Which I know very well

****Yes, I stand up again and again
If there is a wall, we can break it
Don't you think our lives have only just begun?
So long as there is a way, we can open the door

* (repeat)
** (repeat)
*** (repeat)
**** (repeat)