Screwed up

As again, I face another major change in my life. Literally. To undergo the knife or not to? Seriously. Life sucks, and this is one of my worst times. Geez. I think I need time to contemplate before making my move. Never before in my life where I felt so helpless. With no one to depend on. I guess I only have the strength in me to carry on my daily life. Heesh. This blog's gonna shut down for some time before I can think again, more calmly and collected.