Drastic....

Just as I was about to lament that this Saturday's outing is cancelled, I had a shot in the arm, cos' Paul confirmed with me that even if Junqin's not going, he's still keen for the outing. Where previously it was like I had to hide my disappointment and tell the rest of the peeps that it'll be cancelled. I guess I organised the whole outing with zest knowing that we'll have a good time together, but when Bingjin and Junqin told me that they are unable to come down, it was like... whoa...

Couldn't say that my world came crashing down, but I know that they had no choice too.. so... it became horrendous today when I had to cancel all the plans that I had painstakingly organised and planned out for our 2 'special' gals... a veggie and a mumbling toothie...

I guess I was kinda like a lifeless piece of leaf floating from Orchard back to Bishan, and decided to get to the amusement arcade where little girls are playing around with the para para machine and me playing the puzzle fighter. And thankfully they did me some good in picking up myself... yeah.. that's a duper old game, but sometimes, some stuff are better old than new. Well, I do pray that there will be no more hiccups from now till Saturday.. I don't think I have the strength to carry me through such drastic experiences anymore.

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Half-drained, with nobody to lean on for support.
I have to be strong, cos' I can't afford to be a weakling