Enlightenment

I just realised what a big fool I've been... not as in how I treat my friends, but in the aspect regarding the matters of the heart. Perhaps what one of my friends commented about me is true. I'm just a moron who keeps thinking too much about relationship stuff.

Though after a heart-to-heart talk with my closed ones, I guess it's time for me to just heck-care about all this. No, I'm not being jaded, rather, I leave everything to Providence. What is yours will eventually be yours. Hmm... this really sounds like a progress property.. whahaaha >_<... cos' in the past, I've been reading scriptures, but the thing is that I don't really know how to put it into action... so... I guess at least, I have the guide to the “correct" mindset as the signal appears when my mind starts to screw my own thinking... yeah... so... like what my friend said, let our books be our bf and gf for this period of time.. ahaha...
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Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

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