If I were to leave the world tomorrow...

You mean that someone actually bothers to notice that? Besides my family being sad everyday, I guess nobody would really give a damn to that. Or yeah, they will be sad. Cos they have lost a big sucker who brainlessly help them in whatever problems they have and in the end screw his own problems. Or losing a yes-friend who simply say yes to whatever their requests are.

Is it really true that I treat people too well to the extent where they take me for granted? Quoted, "What are friends are? I'm still trying to find the answer." True, in some instances they make use of each other, so do I present myself as someone who can be made use ALL THE TIME? Especially when people can forget about their manners after being helped in some way or another? Does this word 'thanks' have to be begged?

I just simply don't know. This is not the first time where such things took place. Sometimes, I just wanna run away from all the shit that is occurring right now. So, do feel sad if I were to leave, cos' you've just lost someone whom you can make use of. As for friends, you mean that I'm worthy of ANY friendship? Face it, you are insulting yourself if you are friends with me.