Missing

It seems that part of me is missing someone, not say terribly, but quite badly... cos' she used to be a part of my life (I do hope it's not an insult to her), but it's been a long time since we've got together to just catch up. Oh well.. certainly times have changed...

And glad that I went to the Wushu training last Wednesday. Training's fun, albeit the 2 girls are not there... but there are some stances I still cannot do. Oh well, more haste, less speed. I guess I've come to this understanding with myself, with my condition. Though it's "heartbreaking" that I can't do those stances, but at least I'm still alive and I'm not amputated. hur hur. Glad that I'm not treated like a pest or a crybaby who tell my instructors that I'm fine and behind them I cry out that my leg hurts like hell. I guess that's about it. Just wanna sort out my life and everything before I contemplate about my future, my personal relationships and life. Heh.