Something's wrong

I can't really point out the problem. Or maybe I can but unwilling. Or it's just too ridiculous. Whatever. Maybe it's just a poor facade in the first place. I mean, how often do I have to come to terms that my priority in school is to study and socialise but NOT so much via online games or simply trying to push the envelope? I would really marvel at myself how successfully I will screw myself, not in THAT context. It's tiring that I would have to keep reminding myself to stay on track and not to deviate from the correct path, though sometimes the temptation for myself to deviate and to try to obtain the impossible is simply too great. I expected uni life to be 'exciting' in all aspects, but certainly I didn't want it that way. I think I've better get my life straight before trying to set anymore goals.


Looking back at that particular document
Something in me starts to tingle
But deep down in my soul, I know that
It's impossible